I just want you to be true to me, one time.

wow its hot at night.

2004-08-14T02:39:24Z

Well me, ryan and justin went to the lake last night. Chance was sappose to join use along with a few girls but chance's parents wouldnt let them go because they thought it was going to storm. and the girls got lit and didnt feel like doing much at all. So we ended up just going ourselves. Well were driving out there on the dirt road and ryans tire pops. We spend about an hour fixing it, because the damn toyota enginers dont know a good method of storing a tire, so they make it as hard as possible. Well we end up getting the tire on and everything and it ends up being very low on air, so we have to drive really slow. We finally get to the spot, find some wood and start a fire, after that we just drank the night away. many great moments happend that night. so much fun.
today i had work, wasnt to bad, pretty busy which makes it alot better, time goes by faster so im happy.
I think im going to go play hockey around 11 tonigth with everyone.
well im out.
later. <3 =p

SCHOOL!!

2004-08-11T19:40:01Z

Well lets see, summer is almost over. I have been working at bashas! Its not really hard at all, everyone is really nice and stuff. So its really not that bad. It is depressing getting paid, you relise you did all this shit for pretty much nothing. but money is money, and i dont make anything sitting on my ass. Also been playing hockey which has been exciting, i suck now cuz i didnt play over the summer so im really out of shape but im coming back and cant wait to start playing some games.
Well anyway got my schedual for school.

1.Spanish 3-4 - Smith
2.Anat/Phsy - Prey
3.Computer Apps - Chase
4.AM/AZ History - Watters
5.Lang Arts 5-6 - Moore
6.Algebra 3-4 H - Youngberg

Got some classes with people i know so its all good.
But if any of you guys have any of these classes tell me.
toodles.

work! yay!

2004-07-18T16:29:47Z

Hey guys havent really updated much lately, just havent gotten around to it.
Well anyway I was able to obtain a job at the local bashas as a bagger. Its pretty boring but a job is a job.
I will post more later i was just bored. =\

im alive!

2004-07-06T22:09:01Z

umm yea.. i have been doing alot and dont really want to type all of it. I got my license, and have been hanging out with friends. yay!
bye

wow its been awhile

2004-06-25T07:54:44Z

yea.. havent posted in awhile. i dont really know why, havent really got around to it.
well i got my license, thats been fun, and i have been hanging out with everyone.. so yea.
umm not much else to say =p ltr.
toodles =)

woo hoo!

2004-06-19T07:43:39Z

Well lots has gone on lately.. wensday my friend got his license so we drove around and stuff, drove to the bmw dealerships cuz we were bored, damn some fine cars...
then thursday, i hung out with chris and brent for alittle, then went to bretts and hung alittle, then went home and got ditched! its fine though..
then today, i hung out with chris, brett, jake and paul, we went to the mall for alittle then went to pauls ate pizza, his mom is so funny, then we played ping pong, i owned brett up. after that we went and hung out at marisas and i got to see everyone, which was great cuz i havent for awhile. i missed everyone alot =p.
anyway that was lots of fun. im out
bye!
i <3 u brett allen cole!

blahhhh!

2004-06-16T05:54:45Z

Hey, well im really bored so i decided to post, well monday i went to work with my dad, that was alright, just worked on this project manager thing.. so it wasnt too bad. it keep me busy. When i got home, i just hung out for alittle bit then i went over to my friend ryans house. we hung out there for awhile then drove around also. we stoped at the gas station and some bum asked us for money for gas.. i kinda felt bad, so i went in cashed my 20 and gave him 5 bucks. Anyway just went home after that.
Then today, went to the doctor, came home.. got on the computer.. and still on it.. im so bored. i havent really gone out to do anything. so im going to try and do some stuff tomorow. mike is getting his license so we can start going to the gym now.. yay im so outa shape. well anyway im out.
later

yay!

2004-06-13T22:23:36Z

Hey guys just finished a new layout.. i like it, i dont really know if i like the scrolling lyrics on the top, kinda just there, but im going to keep them for awhile and see what happens. I didnt really do anything yeasterday, just kinda sat around! yay! i know its not much ill add more later tonight if i do anything.
bye guys

......

2004-06-12T08:36:10Z

well lets see the last couple of days i really havent done much...
thursday, i went over to my friend mikes house it was fun, then we went to the hockey game, everyone was there that was pretty fun although they lost, chris got a point! good for him and good job! Then mike decided to stay the night we watched mtv movie awards which were pretty funny and good, kill bill won alot of shit so thats good.
then today me brett and paul just kinda went around for awhile, then we went home and i really didnt do anything at all.. everyone went out and i didnt really get invited to anything, but i probably wouldnt have gone if i did, i really didnt feel like doing anything.. i had spent to much money lately.
yea.. thats about it
later!

i dont know what to put here...

2004-06-10T09:07:00Z

well today... i woke up at 130.. latest this summer so far, but this is just the start =p. umm after that, i went out with some friends over to ciaras house. which was fantastic. she has a wonderful house, and an awesome basement, def. are new hangout place =p. after about an hour there, i got stolen by a few friends.. they needed me to refilm some stuff for a movie we are making.. its coming together pretty good. although it was fun, it took alot longer then anticipated... oh well. they droped me off and we hung out for awhile longer. then we decided to go to desert ridge.. that was alot of fun.. i got a couple shirts and some shorts =\. well then we hung out at marisas for alittle bit then headed home... and did basically nothing here, because someone wouldnt talk to me =(. anyway im out.

[[ LYRICS FROM CURRENT MUSIC]]
Looking in your eyes
Praising every moment because you're my only light
Reading the stares at your passion that bears me now
Shedding no little tears
The silence scares us more than leaving could

Come back
Please don't leave me now
I'll be all that you need in life
Because I can't live without you and
I know all that you need
I can give you everything
When you're so far you'll forget about me

Waiting by your side
Knowing every moment is closer to your flight
Upset with the past, but it's all that holds us now
Believing no lies, telling each other we'll be fine forever

Come back
Please don't leave me now
I'll be all that you need in life
Because I can't live without you and
I know all that you need
I can give you everything
When you're so far you'll forget about me

But I'll wait
I could never leave those beautiful eyes
I know you're sorry
I know what you must be going through
And I feel sorry for you

But please don't leave me now

.....

2004-06-09T05:25:06Z

umm pretty much just filmed which was ok.. then went out to subway.. then went home what a great day...
yea its not much... cuz i didnt really do anything... and things kinda suck anyway. later

yea....

2004-06-08T06:49:23Z

well today was ok...
tons of stuff happend today and i really cant get my mind off of what is going to happen with marisa or not.. anyway we hung out today for awhile, then left, then hung out again... we talked for awhile about everything that was going on.. it was good but i still really dont know what is going to happen. other then that my day was pretty much.. =\... just watched a movie and hung out and stuff... still good times just to much shit going on.
im out sorry its not much bye.

ummm

2004-06-07T06:39:52Z

well today was good... woke up around 12 and then left my house to go to my friend ryans house with my family, there was some get together. it was pretty fun, at lunch and watched tv. then after that ryan took me to the bowling alley. thanks buddy! i played one game for free =o such a rebal. it was fun. marisa bowls goofy =p. and im sure i do too.. well anyway i still like marisa. but there lots of stuff going on so i really do know what is going to happen. after bowling... we went to subway and stuff, and some people got mad and stuff i dont know... well then went home for awhile then went back over to brents for awhile. marisa shannon and melissa longo came over so it was pretty fun. there was a bet made on how many rights there was or something and we all went to go walk over there and see how many there was. then me and marisa walked another way home, she wanted to see her old house and stuff. it was good getting to talk to her i really havent much lately. and we stopped at melissas house to she how she was doing.. she was grounded or something.. then we just went back to brents and hung out.. it was def. a good time.
im going to goodnight..
bye!

yikes

2004-06-06T08:40:55Z

well today was... ok for the most part. many things happend. i woke up at like 1130, everyone was cleaning so i didnt get to sleep till my usuall 12. oh well.. anyway i went out to eat lunch with chris brett zack, we went to subway. it was fun. well after that we went to marisas house for shannons birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
well... many things happend here. all good times though.
first we hung out for awhile played some football ate some food and just hung out. we were sitting outside and saw this huge thing of ballons fly by so me nick and brent drove off trying to chase them. we almost found them then they just disappeared. it was weird.. anyway we keep driving around asking people if they saw them and stuff and that we had a pet snake tied to them it was really funny.
after that we came back and talked for awhile.. marisa told me all this stuff that happend between her and killian while we were going out.. i guess he kissed her a few times. im not mad at her.. she couldnt do much to stop him, but i got pissed at him.. and well we called him up... met him at the park.. and umm i was just about to kick his ass. i seriously was going to.. but i dont know why i didnt, i was shaking, and i couldnt stop, i dont know if it was i though marisa would get mad at me or something so i dont know. anyway.. then we kinda just left and before that, i told him if he does anythign to marisa im not stoping next time.
well we get back and on the way home everyone was running.. well i guess they turned off this guys power it was pretty bad cuz they got cought and stuff and this guy freaked out, and was calling the cops.. things got bad and we just told all the girls to go cuz they didnt do anything. and well his wife comes out and tells him to hang up or something so we just leave. well we get home and just sit around and talk for a couple hours. lots of fun. today was a day to remember.
bye

no subject

2004-06-05T07:05:29Z

hey guys... today was pretty fun. woke up at the usual 12pm. umm around... i forgot but anyway i go outside cuz my sister says justin and everyone is waiting.. so i go outside, and get ambushed with water ballons.. i just ironed the shirt i was wearing =\. good times though.
after that we got brett. then hung out and just stayed at brents for awhile it was pretty fun.
then melissa, marisa, brent, jordan, ciara, justin, darrel and me ended up turning off power and i fell running from one of the houses.. its all good though, kinda embarrasing =\ oh well. Then ended up going back to the lame abandond house.. IT WAS REALLY SCARRY!! AHH!HAHAH!!HAHAHA
after that we just drove around and stuff. it was fun got to hang out with everyone!
anyway im leaving =p.
bye

woohooo!

2004-06-04T07:31:14Z

today man today was great!
I woke up at 12, and at about 1 30.. i think me brett and brandon left and drove around to look for a few things.. it was pretty fun.
After that got home just got on the computer and stuff pretty good times.. i guess
Later around 8 we left to go bowling with was fun. I didnt do very well, which is due to the fact i suck and i was kinda just screwing around.
Well after that on the way home we see this bad ass m3 that i always see... well this time he parked it at im guessing his brothers house, but anyway this time we stopped. we got to check out both cars.... wow i about died. both bmw e46 m3s.. wow they were beautiful.. if you have no idea, its the car thats above right there... but theirs were silver and blue.. brandon snapped a few pics on his cellphone cam and i have one right here.. it really sucks.. but pretty much think of the car above, with this color and you got it..

this pretty much made my day... hes getting new rims and said we can come back when he gets them.. im taking my camara next time!
well thats all for today nights!

hmm...

2004-06-03T07:23:26Z

Hey guys! today was pretty boring, didnt do much untill like 4 30, i went over to brents everyone was there. it was ok. things seemed pretty weird between me and marisa =\. anyway after everyone left i joined everyone in there church youth group.. i usually dont attend, but i had nothing else to do and it wasnt that bad anyway.
after what we just went to dairy queen and just hung out there for awhile. got home, started talking with people. and then me and marisa broke up. things were getting weird.. and were still going to be really good friends which is good.
I was reading a friends journal and saw this and im going to give it a shot. i guess you try and spell your name with the body part it says..

01. nose: shaun
02. elbow: shaun
03. tongue: shaun
04. chin: shaun
05. feet: shnzajhujyn
06. eyes closed and one finger: shaun
07. back of your hand: shaun
08. palm: shjaujn
09. wrist: qayhaun
10. Penis: ok thats not going to happen... but nice try.

pretty fun..
well im out good nigth everyone!

ITS COMPLETE!

2004-06-02T07:20:13Z

Hey guys, today was pretty good acctually. Woke up about 10 30 after a long night.. talked to a few people here and there, but mainly started on my new lj layout. Which is now completed and you guys can probably see right this second. =o. Talked to marisa alittle bit, she wants to try and make things better, which is good to hear, i didnt want to loose her. Around 5 i went to chris's hockey game, with jordan and ciarra. it was fun. ofcourse alot of other players from jv were there too so it was a blast. they won so its all good. After that just drove around and had some fun. and now im here back on my computer! yay.
anyway im out.
goodnight!

Summer!

2004-05-31T16:43:25Z

Hey guys... summers here and man am i happy!
So far its been so much fun, and waking up and not having to worry about a damn thing, like projects or papers. its awesome!
Friday.. i pretty much just hung out with my friend mike and all his friends, we played hockey and watched some movies. it was fun. specialy the hockey =).
Saturday.. me, brett, chris, justin, kyle, and jake all went to see the day after tomorow. it was a pretty bad ass movie. After that we drove around and turned peoples power off. good times.
Sunday.. me, chris, brett, justin, and brandon all drove down to scottsdale to check out some car dealerships, it was nice seeing all the nice cars. while we were down in scottsdale, we had this blow horn, and we would blow it at people walking on the street, and it would scare the shit out of them. well anyway, we pull up to one of those guys, thats like a hardcore biker, he was in latex with all the sponsers and stuff on it, well we couldnt give up a chance like this, so we sounded the horn right as we pull buy this guy! it was so funny. then we like not much farther down we had to stop at a light. so anyway this guy pulled back up whill we were at the stop and stuff, and he like you fucking kids, you fucking suck, and all this shit.. it was a great. then he called us fucking dildos... and man i just started breaking up laughing. this guy musta felt pretty bad when we all fucking started laughing. so yea... then we hung out later. nothing big. and thats pretty much it.

toodles

yay!

2004-05-27T06:17:01Z

Hey guys.. today was better.. my last few days have kinda sucked, but its getting better. Today at school i took three finals, chemisty, math, and language-arts. Then after that me and some friends just ditched because the other three classes had no point besides studying, so i decided i will just do it when i get home.. which probably wont happen. I cant wait for summer! 3 more periods and im done!
After we left we went and hung out a frys electronics.. =\ really nothing else to do, and justin needed a cd. so he stole one =o. yikes. Anyway after that I came home for alittle bit then we went to the girls promotion! It was good. Marisa had a speech about the year. it was great and she did awesome. after that we all went out to eat with all of her friends. also great times. there were food fights. man these girls were hyper.
so im just getting home now. need to shower and stuff.
Just found out marisa's going to mexico friday! Her dad let her go i guess. thats awesome she is able to go. but im going to miss her. especialy because its the first week of summer. but its all good she will be having tons of fun.
Well im out for now.
toodles. and i love you marisa!

wow!

2004-05-26T00:27:00Z

Hey guys! I decided to pay for 2 months of live journal to see how much i can customize this thing, and its really fun, so im liking it. Tell me what you think of the new layout!
Yesterday, just worked on this and talked on the computer, and thats all i have been doing today. Well and school which all we have done is review and stuff, wich sucks! I have 3 finals tommorow so wish me luck!
Im really uncertain of how things stand between me and marisa. =\ I love her to death, and really hope nothing happens.
Well im off... ill try and post later tonight! toodles.
i love you marisa!

i love marisa! alot =)

2004-05-23T23:20:00Z

well damn... this is becoming a weekly thing now.. i hardly ever update it. although i have been pretty busy with finals and stuff. so that could be the reason.
everythings great.. summers like really close, im getting my license in a month (hopefully), and i have the best girlfriend ever! =)
during the week i pretty much didnt do anything.. just did my stuff for school and missed marisa alot!
friday... the girls were going to the movies to see shrek 2, so me and chris though we would join in on all the fun, and when we got the the movies, the girls were running late, and asked us to check seats for the movie, but it was all full, so we just told them we were going to leave. they ended up seeing some other movie cuz they were all the shreks were full or something. after the movie i hung out with marisa for awhile, walked to the park and stuff and just sat around and talked. good times.
saturday.. had work. it was pretty good went by pretty fast so thats always good. cant way to get my check ill be rich! later that night, went over to brents, thats were all the cool kids were hangin out. marisa and everyone else was there. we hung out for alittle bit then, brents dad needed help with there computer or something so i helped him out, and while doing so everyone left! i thought it was funny. anyway they showed up later and we hung out for awhile. i love marisa so much! then we went cosmic bowling.. again good times.
today.. woke up late and just sat around and talked on the computer. i need to type a paper so im saving that for later =).

to marisa!
I wake up in the morning
And the first thing I think is
"Shaun, its time to get up."
Then I realize you're not here
I find myself day dreaming
During every class period
About kissing you
So soft and sweet
I often find myself
Wondering what you are doing
Right at this very moment
And if you are thinking
Of me too
This all adds up to one thing
I'm head over heels
In love with you
I'd make the earth spin backwards
If it would make you smile
I'd hike Mt. Everest
To get you a certain icicle
If only you'd look into my eyes
I'd bleed myself completely dry
And I'd count every star
One by One
If it only showed you
The true depth of my love for you
I'll try to be
Everything you want me to be
Just make me stay
Right here beside you
i love you marisa!

well im out. toodles

i love marisa!

2004-05-17T00:06:38Z

Hey guys, havent posted much of anything latly because i really havent done much.
So lets start out... the week overal went pretty good. Had some finals, which i did pretty well in except for math, which i failed horribly at. Uhh got science student of the year award! YAY!... this room was full of fags... i would have left right after i got the award but that would have kinda been disrespectful so whatever. i got free donuts and juice, that was the best part, cuz i never have time to eat breakfast and i was really hungry.
Friday night i went and hung out with my friend mike, and some of his friends. We went and saw van helsing which had to be one of the stupidest movies of all time. the story sucked. the actors sucked. and the computer animation sucked. although it was pretty fun making fun of the movie.
Saturday, woke up and went to work as usual. It wasnt that bad, it went by really fast and all i could do was think of marisa. Later that night went to the mall with chris and jordan, it was ok we just walked around for alittle bit. after that we got to go over to marisa's and hang out. let me tell you i hadent felt so good in like the longest time. i was so glad i got to see her and hold her in my arms. i missed her so so much. We just sat around listened to some music and talked for awhile. then we went swimming. so it was a blast and marisa being there made every second worth it.
And today, just did chores. and thats about it.

=( i miss marisa already. i love her so much!

*To Marisa*
I could never describe,
Beauty at its greatest heights-
Until I stared into the peak
Of your neverending, glowing eyes
Upon the sun-lit horizon-

And it burned just for us,
On that fresh autumn day,
When the leaves churned their way
Through the air, tying our hearts together-

And our lips, they did flutter,
Like a thousand dove's wings;
And everytime I breathed your breath,
I could hear cherubs begin their song.

While I laid there, inbetween
Everywhen and anything,
I knew that nothing else mattered
But the strings that fastened
Our souls together, between.

The harshest of skies
And the deepest of seas.

I am yours,
And always will be-

At the most chaotic of tempests,
The softest whisper of a breeze.

h0ck3yp14y3r @ 2004-05-09T22:19:00

2004-05-10T05:21:41Z

hey guys this weekend pretty much sucked =\. i set at home and did nothing except for chores and talking to marisa so that part wasnt bad ;). that was like the highlight of my weekend though. not too much more to say. pretty short i know =\ but i didnt do much.
I love you marisa!
bye guys

i miss marisa =(

2004-05-09T06:24:24Z

Hey guys, got confermed! YAY! it was ok, wish marisa could have been there but its all good. after they i decided to take a friendly strole over to her house and see how she was doing, but her dad must have thought she was up to no good, and told me to come over, which didnt happen, and her dad said she couldnt come out. so that sucked. then went home hung out at chris's for awhile then went home to wake up for work!
woke up at 645am for work. i umpire little league for all you people that didnt know. well anyway that sucked... it was so hot and i didnt get to leave until 4pm. yea so that sucked also.
then got home. talked with some friends listened to some music the usual. then found out marisa was grounded till the end of the school year. that sucked too.
the rest of the night i sat on the computer yay! and listened to music, because everyone was already hanging out or wasnt home. so that sucked! (damn everything sucks huh?)
best part of like the last 3 days, i just got to talk to marisa for awhile. that was good =). we probably would have got to talk longer if my damn phone would stay charged, but i guess my family doesnt belive in keeping things with bateries charged. so when shaun the person that hardly uses the phone all day until nighttime when i wana spend some quality time talking to my girlfriend which i love so so much ;) i get screwed... oh but i have a solution! ill get my dad to take me to wallgreens or radioshack and im going to get a nice wired phone, so i dont have to worry about stuff like bateries.

yea so this weeked has pretty much sucked so far. so later
i love you marisa!